today..

''We are all broken.. that's how the light gets in''

- Ernest Hemingway -

17.05.2016

Happy Birthday

Today is my birthday

Today

I find myself holding back the tears

I see myself breaking

breaking into little pieces

Today

I know I’m a different person

A broken person

Today

I know I have to find a way to forgive myself

and to make peace with myself

Today

I’m unable to feel happy

and have no idea

when I will be able to truly smile again

when I will allow myself to be happy and enjoy life again

Today is my birthday

Today

I feel like crying

I don’t wanna do anything else

I don’t wanna be strong

I just feel like crying

Happy Birthday

''We are all broken.. that's how the light gets in''

- Ernest Hemingway -