Personal Blog: ''at one point in time - part 2''

This part is a continuation from http://ritaaza.blogspot.com/2011/04/personal-blog-one-point-in-time-part-1.html

on the last day of January 2012.. one afternoon..

hey!

I got that one year of freedom!

Right now, I’m in the middle of that one year freedom

Already finished 3 gruesome modules (2 more to go.. yay!)

And now in the midst of boredom and invisibility

Haha

hey!

I got that one year of freedom!

But I often complain though..

Of how hard it is to study here

And how tough it is for me

The class schedule: Mon-Sat 08.30 am to 7pm

The never-ending group projects

The exams at the end of a 2.5 weeks modules

And the extremely smart classmates

So hard for me to keep motivating myself

To convince myself that I can do it.. that I can make it.. like I always do.. making it..

And so I often complain

And too often, people will say:

“u should be grateful.. not everybody can study for free..”

...

Yeah.. well..

I hate it

I hate that sentence

But too often I hear it..

...

Hey!

I’m only human!

A NOT perfect human that DO complain

And u know what, in the midst of all that complaining, i’m still here..

I did the 3 modules.. i tried my best.. and i will try my best again and again..

So..

What is exactly the definition of not being grateful?

Well anyway,

I’m trying to enjoy my one year of freedom : )

Or what’s left of it..