4 July 2012... 9.44pm
Cannot begin to explain how I felt this morning.. and still feel tonight
Dissappointed
Angry
Sad
Feel like a fool
How could they do that to me?
One minute saying ‘’this’’ and promising me ‘’this’’
Making me feel happy
And then after making sure that i’m happy, they say, well turns out u cannot get ‘’this’’, turns out u have to go back to ‘’that’’
How could they do that to me?
They didn’t even pay for my study!
I feel so sad, so dissappointed
They got me this time.. they got me good
Met my friends.. made me laugh for a moment..
Thought i would feel better afterwards
But..
When the laughter ends
When i’m alone again
i realize that it still hurts
This time, the wound is so deep
Too deep
I don’t know how to heal it
Maybe this is a sign
For me to be brave
And start to see the outside world
Note to myself:
Be brave
Be brave
And take the first step
please
8 comments:
ritasan said: gw kudu harus wajib keluar.
hhmm...ogut minat masuk aahh...dudududusyaLaLaLaLa
irvanairlangga said: maksud'e nombok??
kantor gw tercinta itu ga ngebayarin gw kuliah. ada kantor lain yang bayarin kuliah : )
ahauaja said: Speechless :( **peluk rita erat2
balik meluk ahau : )kali ini udah keterlaluan hau si kantor tercinta gw itu. kalo juni taun depan gw masih di tempat yang sama, udah pasti gw kudu harus wajib keluar. udah mo mulai cari2 info dari sekarang.
ritasan said: They didn’t even pay for my study!
maksud'e nombok??
Speechless :( **peluk rita erat2
nelly78 said: big hugs...
memeluk balik : )
irvanairlangga said: ogut minat masuk aahh...
silakaaaan :D
Whatt? Kok bs ta?Hmmm...... big hugs...
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