I'm an Introvert

21 June 2019

10.07pm

I’m sorry.. 

for letting u down.. 

over and over again..

I’m sorry... 

If I make u feel like I’m offending u... 

If I make u feel like I don’t respect u..

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How do I explain..

That I’m a true introvert..

How do I explain..

That it’s very very stressful for me.. when I have to act like someone that I’m not... when I have to act like extroverts

How do I explain..

That as an introvert, being true to myself is very very very important to me.

How do I explain..

As a true introvert, I’d rather work quietly behind the scenes than be in the spotlight

How do I explain..

That I overthink everything... and I just can’t stop it..

How do I explain...

That for me, writing my thoughts is much much easier than speaking them

How do I explain..

That as an introvert, small talk scares me most of the time

How do I explain..

That everyday feels like torture to me..  working in an office that glorifies extroverts..

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I’m a true introvert..

And I need to embrace it..

I want to be true to myself..

Please don’t force me to be an extrovert.. 
please don’t force me to be someone that I’m not