on the last day of January 2012.. one afternoon..
hey!
I got that one year of freedom!
Right now, I’m in the middle of that one year freedom
Already finished 3 gruesome modules (2 more to go.. yay!)
And now in the midst of boredom and invisibility
Haha
hey!
I got that one year of freedom!
But I often complain though..
Of how hard it is to study here
And how tough it is for me
The class schedule: Mon-Sat 08.30 am to 7pm
The never-ending group projects
The exams at the end of a 2.5 weeks modules
And the extremely smart classmates
So hard for me to keep motivating myself
To convince myself that I can do it.. that I can make it.. like I always do.. making it..
And so I often complain
And too often, people will say:
“u should be grateful.. not everybody can study for free..”
...
Yeah.. well..
I hate it
I hate that sentence
But too often I hear it..
...
Hey!
I’m only human!
A NOT perfect human that DO complain
And u know what, in the midst of all that complaining, i’m still here..
I did the 3 modules.. i tried my best.. and i will try my best again and again..
So..
What is exactly the definition of not being grateful?
Well anyway,
I’m trying to enjoy my one year of freedom : )
Or what’s left of it..
