31.12.2020 3.54pm
We’re at the end of the
year 2020
The year that we’ll
remember for the rest of our lives
A very very strange
year. The year COVID-19 rules the world.
I practically spent 10
months at home. Can’t go to the office, can’t go to the mall, can’t go to
the coffee shop, can’t go anywhere
And it’s very excruciating
for me, not being able to do the one thing that I love the most: traveling
Anyway, during that 10
months, I learned more about myself
How introverted I am
How I hate office
politics
How I despise the blur
line between small talks and lies.. between “being nice” and lying
How it seems that hypocrisy
is a normal thing and even encouraged
How I want to quit working
but can’t coz I need the money :P
And how I’m dreading the
day when I have to go back to the office and forced to do all the small talks
face to face.. no place to hide. Haha.. (well, let’s not worry about that today).
Today, I can only hope
Hope that everything
will be better in 2021
Hope I can start
traveling again soon
And hope I can survive
the never ending office politics with all the superficial people in it
Most of all, hope that I
can enjoy and appreciate life more
Meaning, more traveling
and more time spent with friends (true friends) & family
And worry less about my
office life... coz it’s just not worth it
.. Welcoming the new year with hope
